Pass the Liquid Poison

A bubble. A bubble. A bubble. It’s liberating. It’s intoxicating. It’s a fucking toxic. The drink goes down. The lights go up. We’re all a fucking star. Smile. Laugh. Act on the stage. But who the fuck is the audience?
I get it, it’s great. Lets all drink our fucking minds out. Forget our problems. Forget ourselves. Forget about this shitty world and how we fucking hate our shitty little lives. What The fuck are you thinking? Is this really making it any better? You don’t think the world likes you? So fucking forget it. I’ll make the world like me, I’ll drink myself happy. I’ll be a blast. Everyone will want me around. Fucking. Sucking. Everyone will want me. No one gets it.
We’re all so hung up on ourselves. Our self hating rants, raves and we don’t get it. This fucking, this fucking beautiful world loves us. There are people who love us. Cherish us. Cry about us. We like to think we’re alone. That no one cares but there’s a thousand and one of those. I don’t want to be one of those. It’s become a fucking cliché to be sad, to be happy. Just be fucking you. People don’t like it fuck them. The only person you need to like you is yourself or nothing, nothing will make you feel any better.
It’s not easy. It’s about forgiving, forgetting. Forgive yourself. Don’t forget yourself…

Lots of Things

Bleh! Inventory tonight at work. Really I don't mind though. I have to be there till late but we just over see things, so not so bad and then I have tomorrow off! YaY! Also tomorrow I'm gonna go join a bowling league finally! I haven't bowled on a league in so long it makes me happy inside!

Really not to much is going on. A few days ago at work there was a guy working on plumping in our ceiling and he went upstairs and told the Buckle not to use any of their toilets or sinks but alas they did. So when he was up there working suddenly water came rushing out at him and knocked him off of his latter. He fell, possibly broke his ankle, we don't know for sure. Much chaos ensued. And books where ruined in the process.

My new obsession is Pinky St figures. They're the cutest little figures that are available in Japan and have completely interchangeable parts. Sooo cute! I have one that I just paid $53 for coming from Japan. It'll probably take a month or so to get here. I can't wait. I'm also going to customize them so That'll be fun and also a part of this blog.

Yeah just to let everyone know this blog will be about whatever I want. From rants and musings on life, stories about things that have recently happened, Anime music videos, Anime cons, Pinky St figures and customizing them and anything else I may want. If you read it I hope you have fun. Most posts will have pictures with them but not this one. I have to go to work soon.

Oh and only a little from my next pay check and all my debt is paid off! It took from all the way back in Aug till now but it's gonna be over and for once I truly learned my lesson. Before I didn't see how it really affected me but now I do. Working 40hrs every week but only getting less than $90 from those pay checks to use for a 2 week period is hard. Soon I shall have money to spend but shock! I'm also going to put money back too.

Well that's all for this post. Since I don't really get to talk to people that often, also something that should be rectified soon since I'll have money to do things, I hope this is a way for people to know what's up with me in the very least. Hope everyone is having a great spring break!